Droplets of rain

2011-12-31T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm.long time since I posted..but I shall post about how I feel for 2011.first 4 months is a torture to me,but I think I deserve it uh..too playful for a moment.but it is cause of it,I learnt alot of things,like I learn to be patient etc..then after that,I went for FO2011,hoping to find more friends etc,then in it,I saw someone in particular,two actually,but the other was taken,So I went to woo another who Is called Janice,I thought I can be a bastard like everyone else who can flirt like nobody business,but in the end,after knowing Janice,I not sure what happen,but something made me want me to be serious in this,and thus,I am in a relationship with her.everything was so peaceful,which many called the honeymoon period,then slowly,we move into the comfortable period,which is where we are at now,though we quarrel like,everyday,it is caused of different t point of view,but somehow,I am glad it happen..cause if we don't talk it out now,it may be used as excuse to break up..somehow..I hope we can work It out,Confucius said this,it doesn't matter how slow you move,as long as We don't stop,baby,it is very important,we are making small steps now,but in the end,we will reach the end of the race.<3 I love you.

2011-12-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hehe.<3 today is the 5th month and 10 days after we tgt le!<3 yay!(: hehe.so happy that you are willing to do so much for me.(: hehe.<3 I love you baby.i really do.<3 I am also so happy that you care so much about me,like now.<3
I love you Janice Ho Hui Ying till the end of time.<3

2011-11-30T07:27:00.003+08:00

it has been sometime since i last post,many things happened already,be it happy/sad things between us,i am still glad we are back together.it only makes us stronger,and more loving to each other.<3 i miss you badly now.): i really do.i hope that today will be a better day.i love you baby<3 since 23/06/2011 16:46.till the end of time.<3 heheheheh.

2011-08-29T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hmm.time to blog.hmm.../: it has been some time since I last blog..hmm.so many things has passed.even exams is over.sem one over alr..like a breeze.sigh.how I wish now is start of school./: hmm.baby,so many things has changed,only one thing won't.which is our love for each other.it will always be there.<3 I really hope we can last till the end of time.<3
I love you.

2011-07-31T00:41:00.001+08:00

Finally back!(: hehe.<3 baby I miss you.I really do.<3 sigh.finished swnp presentation like finally...): now just finished hbio report./: and now going sleepp....hmmmm.BABYBABYBABYBABYBABYBABYBABYILOVEYOU.<3

2011-07-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

my 301st post!!!!:D so long liaooo~:/ hmmm.:O time to blog.went to school for cell bio,and mark richard is good siaaa.:/ hehe.after that,go for break,do maths quiz,then imb.:/ after that,double date.:D hmm.am broke nowwww.): sigh.wonder how to go out tml siaaaa.:/ sorry baby.:/ for making you pay.:/
anyway,BABY!HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH YOU!LOVE YA.<3 though we have many obstacles,we managed to go through it.:D i believe we can go through more of it.<3 hehe.love ya.

2011-07-20T23:42:00.002+08:00

bored.lets bloggg.:D hmm.boring day.went to school early to do lab report and project...:/ was empty except two people when i reached library.sit down,did my chem and abit of hbio liao.:/ left cbio..:/ sigh.then after that they came,and i went down eat.after that do swnp,then they go eat...:/ and after that talked about sick stuffs...then laugh about kaiqiang pureness sia...he dont even know 69.LOL.hmm.baby,you sure you want know about all those sick stuffs anot?later make you sick siaaaa.:/ then after that went to meet baby and went to KFC EAT CHEESE CHICKEN.<3<3<3<3<3
anw,iloveyoubaby,asalways.<3 heh.hopeyoufeelthesamewaytoo.loveya.<3

2011-07-19T01:35:00.002+08:00

hmmm.lets blog.:D hmm.webcamming with baby now.<3 heh.hmm.today went to school for gsm.:/ then after that went for human bio practical.:/ after that,go eat,and play monopoly deal~ we need to study!): sigh.must prepare for exam!:/ hmmmm.1 months time...sigh..how sia..): hmm.imissyoubaby.<3
imissyoulikemad.): love ya.<3

2011-07-17T23:17:00.003+08:00

hmm.lets blog.went out with pig today.then go walkwalk around iluma.hmm.after that go buy koi,and go dhoby for lan,after that go mahattan.<3 heh.spent alot of quailty time there,and know more about pig's past.<3 hmm.i wont let my promise be broken.i promise pig.<3 heh.love ya.
tml is monday...sigh.so fast..): no school lehhh...)))):
imissyoubabysomuchthatiwantgocrazy.<3
about the twitter thing...i wont let that have a chance to seperate us,or cause distance among us.never.<3

2011-07-14T20:15:00.003+08:00

hmmm.bored.lets blog early.:/ went out early,then after that,go to school for chem day~ subra-alcadrabra chanting until i sleep and snore.omg.XD heh.shyshy.:D hmm.then after that chem tut,slacked,and swnp.managed to do some of the SWNP report and give neha for checking.:/ hmm..then after that went home,going for transformer movie later~ and i miss you.):
BABY,i really miss you.:/ ironically,i want that to happen,and i dont want it to happen too.:/ screw it.maybe i shouldnt want it happen.

2011-07-13T23:08:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY,SCREW YOU MUM.SERIOUSLY..

2011-07-13T22:32:00.003+08:00

sigh.time to blog.hmm.did nothing much today.went for cbio today.:/ hmm.fail me la.cant even see a sample frmo microscope without help.sian,fail.then after that go eat,and take shirt from 20anniverary of NYP.:/ then after that go mac area eat,and go library study,and talktalktalktalktalktalk.tml CHEM.T.T AND NEED DO SWNP.SHIT.SPEAKING OF WHICH,I NEED DO NOW.BYEEEEE.
ILOVEYOUBABY,TRUSTINOURRELATIONSHIP.ITTAKESTIME,IKNOW.
PUTINYOURBEST.IWILLBEHEREFORYOU.
<3 LOVEYOUALWAYS.

2011-07-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

bored.time to blog.hmm.today did nothing much.have maths,hbio,chem practical.sian.stupid chem practical.so hard..sigh....:/ now doing chem tut,seeing baby alone yet i am not around with her to hug her,i feel so useless.:/ but nvm...i will compensate my absence,tml.<3 okay baby?love ya.heh.hm.tml have cbio only...:/ I WANT MASS SHUFFLING.<3 hehehe.going wear shoes tml~~ hmm.baby.i cant wait till sunday,and next saturday(our first month-sary).hehe.always love you.<3
baby,dont panic.i will be here for you,always.<3

2011-07-10T23:22:00.002+08:00

okay.time to blog.:O hmm.did nothing much today.helped pig train her acc till 74,and train my warrior till 30.:o hmm.studied abit,then now talking on facebook.:/ hmmmmmm.cant wait to see pig tml~~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hmm.
imissyousomuchbabythatidontknowhowtostopmissingyou.<3

2011-07-09T00:44:00.002+08:00

hmm.lets blog.:/ found out more about baby friends today..:/ hmm..i wonder how...:O hmm...sigh.see how in the future bah.:O xoxo.hmm.went to school for cell bio lec,dont know how do.): stupid DNA.)): sian...:O hmm.after that go for maths,and then imb lec,then went go eat.:O i am getting fatfat:X heh.it is okay.baby still want me right?hor baby?<3 hehehehe.love you always.
the past dont matter,only the present matters.<3

2011-07-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

hmm.lets blog now.sigh.:/ today was such a pissed day.fuck you mj.seriously....sigh.lets blog.hmm.went to school for chem lecture.;/ then after that,chiong chem,then finished chem tut,played in school,then ate kfc.and bought iphone cover~:D heh.hmm.bored.sian..luckily baby trust before doubting.thank God for that.:D heh.i am very happy that we can walk through this small obstacle,as there is many more obstacles that we need to overcome together.we must trust each other,find out what is wrong,before doubting each other.:/ heh.i love you baby.i really do.<3

2011-07-05T22:51:00.003+08:00

hmm.lets blog.so bored.:/ hmm.finally got our ring and brought to school~~yay!:D heh.went to school got lessons.had maths,hbio,chem.:/ hmm.it is quite an okay day today.:/ and tml go study~~ hmm.wonder how successful it can be.:/ heh.
baby,i am very glad for what you have done for me,sacrificed for me.i am very thankful for that.i could never thank you enough.<3 heh.i love ya.<3

2011-07-05T01:44:00.003+08:00

time to blog.:/ heh.today was boring.went to school,class for a lesson,then go library slack,hmm.thanks randal for helping me in RAF.:D hmm.after that,go take couple ring tgt with baby.:D hmm.then go eat kfcccc.:D cheesey:DDDDD hmm.then walkwalk,talked abit.and realised what is wrong.i cant make it a habit.no.hmm.whateverrrr.later sucks.9-6.zzz.
baby,i want you to know,despite what happen in the past,i will still love you,and the strong love,wont be broken by anything.i love you.<3

2011-07-04T02:52:00.003+08:00

hmmmm.time to post~:D hmm.was a memorable day yesterday and today.spent alot of time talking to baby.:/ love the way we talk.we can talk anything under the sun.<3 heh.even the moon too.hehehe.:D i can really see how much you are willing to put this relationship work.i want to do my best in this relationship too.i want our relationship to last,till as long as possible.<3 hmm...i am random,but still,i want to say,i love you baby.alot.<3 i wont make you regret loving me.i love you.

2011-07-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

hmmm.lets blog~~:D hehe.one of my best days of my life~~:D hehe.<3 hmmmmmm.:D spent alot of quality time with baby today.:D bought ring~~ YAY!:D heh.now you are tied to me!:D hehehe.you cant run away le!:D hehehehehehe.<3 hmm.and also found out more about weiting and kaiqiang~~:D hehehe.baby,i want everyday to be so happy!i love this.<3 and i love that we dont need to hide anymore.(: hehehehehe.
baby,i love you till the end of time and only you.<3

2011-06-30T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hmm.time to blog.went go find baby in the morning,slacked with her,then go for CT.CT was alright.hmm./: sigh..I wonder what to do now..:/ hmm.bored.gonna have fun tml!:D hehe.(: so looking forward to it!:DD hehe.(:
If I had you,that would be the only thing I ever need.If I had you,the money,the fame and the fortune could not compete.(:

2011-06-29T22:26:00.002+08:00

hmm.lets blog.went to study early,but cmi.nvm..sigh.test was omg chui.sighhh.how get my 3.5gpa..sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.): hmm.went to slack,didnt do much after CT.hmm.....maths for tml...and NO MORE CT LIAO.SONGBO.but saturday...sian.my grandparents at home..i wonder how go through them sia.../: hmmmm..how i wish they stay till sunday..:/ nvm bah..shall find a way out.hmm.
pig,i am really touched by what you wrote to me.we will work every obstacles out together.<3 and i am happy with the time we spent together,every second of it.thank you baby.<3 love you always.<3

2011-06-28T22:51:00.003+08:00

sigh.screw my life.screw my family.does parents have to control the way i study?zzz.and my brothers just stop "caring" for me.waste time.dont get you into trouble?who is the fuck that get my laptop in trouble first?i already warned you right.basket.zzzz.sigh.dont care liao la.screw it.lets blog.went study early,then go school for test.stupid hbio.i wonder if i will pass anot..then after that,went LAN,when we are supposed to study..omg.hmm.tml study maths~~yay!:D time to slack day.lalalalalalalalalala~~~ <3
baby,i really meant it for what i said in the letter.i really need you to put your faith on me for me to love you wholeheartedly.i know it is hard for you to do so cause of past incidents,but still,i need that trust.love you always.<3

2011-06-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

sigh.lets blog.hmm.went out for CT,studied,ate,blahblah.:/ hmm..then went to somewhere~~:D hmmm.didnt manage to study at all.played alot,ate,slacked,secrets sharing.:/ hmm.managed to find out something..sigh.i feel like kiilling that bastard.seriously...sigh.wish he burn in hell,and suffer for the rest of his life.screw him.. think baby is what?his equipment for personal joy.zzz.and he even ask for that?fuck him.screw his parents,ancestors,himself,everyone close to him.get burn in hell.seriously..is he even a guy?or just treating girls as sexual object?he will get his retribution.fuckers.should just get out of this world.they dont even belong here.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.RELAX.
baby,i know you have a very damn freaking stupidly seriously bad past.i want you to know,it wont affect our relationship.i wont let any of this,happen ever again.i will make your life,a perfect life.love you always.<3

2011-06-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

bored.lets blog.sigh.hmm.wake up,blogged,studied,play abit,studied,go bring my useless papers,files,etc to salvation army.hmm.my table seems empty now!:D hmm.sigh.tml is CT.i wonder will i be able to survive.:/ hmmm.after that,HOLIDAY MOOD.:D hmm.sigh.i am so bored.:/
cant wait to see baby tml!:D hmm.so long since i last saw baby.miss her loadloadloadloads.:/ i really wish i am able to see you everyday.:/ i wonder how long more,then we will be officla.hehe.<3

2011-06-26T09:51:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.let's blog.:/ hmmm.yesterday played awhile,spent the whole afternoon paint the living room and dining room.:/ bored sia../: sigh.CT TML.D: sigh..how siaaa.I want it over!!): hmmm.and my wild hunter didn't get chair.uber sian.:/ sigh.nvm.:o hmmmmmmmm.
2306111646.<3
Hehe.can't wait to meet you tml!:D and better wake up wor!(: hmmm.i really miss you alot..the last time we meet was last week..sigh./: if only I could go back to the time..): hmmm.D:

2011-06-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

hmm.time to blog.sigh.the quest shld just end at 12am sharp.not 12.10.../: sigh.nvm.i dont care liao.all i see chair is,money.6 chairs enough ba..:/ hmmmm..1 for mage,1 for sotong,1 for wh,1 for db,2 more for sale..good./: hmm.slacked today..suddenly got moood study during CVS part 2.:/ hmmmm.then managed to understand(like finally.) sigh.i wonder how dead will i be in CT..sigh.:/ time to sleep.): and i am feeling sticky.STUPID WEATHER.):
imissyousomuch.): cant wait till monday to see you.:/

2011-06-24T00:27:00.002+08:00

hmm.lets blogggg.:/ hmm.woke up,ate abit,then studyyyyy.:/ fail study though..sigh.how am i going to study finish my hbio...): alot i like dont understand sia...:/ hmm.went pool,played till 3 plus,go home,changed and go out.:/ hmm.bored.:O how i wish pig could come.): sigh.:/ nvmm.:O imissyouso.):
i really hope that you could mix with my ex classmates and next time can bring you along.<3 hmmm.:O

2011-06-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

boredzxzxzxzxz ttm.:/ hmm.woke up early,then slacked,studied abit,then sian,maple patch till 2.50 like that...:/ hmm.finished respiration system and CT.hope i understand.:/ hmm.sigh.i so bored.:O hope i will enjoy tml or something?:O hmmm.boreeeeeeeeeeeeeed.:O
i am coughing like mad.shit.hmm.
i am really shocked when you told me how you feel after the camp.i will not break your heart,ever again.<3

2011-06-22T00:15:00.002+08:00

hmmm.bored day.seriously.i am feeling so hot.:/ woke up early,then play abit,studied.etc.not very sucessful afternoon.only until at night.finished my cellbio notes,but dont think i understand most of it.:/ sigh..finished half of blood.:/ hmm...wonder how am i going survive for my test...): sigh.forget it.
i prononuce you my one and only.<3 you always.hehe.cute sia you.i like the way you say lehhh!:D

2011-06-21T00:01:00.003+08:00

hmm.sigh.i miss piggy alot.): lets blog.hmm.played till 1plus,studied till 5,hmm..:/ sigh.finished most of cbio notes alr.:/ sigh..i still feel like i dont understand...): sigh...aiya.....:/
imissyoualot piggy.i miss your hugs,your laughter,your voice,your smile,your kisses,and many more.i miss you.<3 sigh.if only now is school.):

2011-06-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

Bored dayzxzxz.let's blog.:/ hmm.did nothing much today.:/ hmm.studied abit,played alot.crap.I need buck up for my bio..): can't fail!!!:/ hmm.you too piggy!we need buck up tgt.can't get low marks okay!!!(: hmm..:/ sigh.Bio so hard..):
Hmm.I will be yours,and only yours.

2011-06-18T23:17:00.003+08:00

hmm.i am bored.lets talk about today.hmm.went out at afternoon to meet janiceeee.:D hmm.then after that went LJS meet 4s1 ppl!:D hmm.then after that went for concert!:D so fun!:/ did alot of truth thoughts with pig.:/ was really relieved after saying the ugly past i have hidden for so long.it felt so released after hiding it.dont worry piggy.it wont affect our relationship in any way.<3 hmm.then after than finished le,walk around,then chitchat.did alot of truth exchange.i wish we could do more of this often.:/ can?<3
imissyoualot.:/ sigh.1 week cant see you.i wonder how am i going survive.:/hmm....:O i really wish we could do more of this truth talking in the future to get to know each other more.:/

2011-06-17T23:20:00.003+08:00

bored day today..:/ lets blog.wake up at 9plus going 10.then slackslack.play abit of maple.:/ studied alittle bit.sian.like that how can pass my bio...D: sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.bored.what to talk about?hmm.
i reallyreally hope you could come tommorrow so that we could spend more time with each other,and chat with each other more.do what your heart yearns.if your heart yearns for church more than it yearns for the concert,then go for service.i will be fine with it.

2011-06-16T23:51:00.002+08:00

hmmm.lets blog.:/ not so good camp,overall was okay,but still,it was damn bad.i shldnt have tried some silly stunts.and cause of it,we had a major misunderstanding,and cause the both of us,to cry.if it wasnt for that,we wont end up this way.
i know how you feel.i shldnt have did that,and make you feel so lonely.i promise you,i wont do this stunts again.i wont hurt you anymore.i really miss you alot throughout the camp.though i didnt show it,i really miss you alot.and my heart really breaks untill infinite pieces,when you sent me the msg at night.and the blog too.it make me realised how much i love you.and the quantity of the misses i misses you,together with the guilt and mistake i made was how stupid.damn super freaking regretted.:/ sorry piggy.i wont do it again.<3
Janice Ho Hui Ying,i love you.

2011-06-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

hmm.bored day today.4 hours,leveled until 70.:D yay!studied awhile.:D hehe.hmmmm.cant wait for tml!:D SCL CAMP!!!!:D yay!!!(Y)
hmm.i am bored.lets try pull this post longlong.:/
i saw a question,and i found it very true.:)
have you ever have a person that entered in your life,that after some time you realised,how have you been able to live without her in the past.
it is so true,piggy have entered my life,and now,i dont know how am i able to live without her in the past,that now,i am not being able to live without her.:/ ohnoes.i am dependent on her alr.D: hmm.i may not be the perfect boyf,but i will be a boyf that you can depend on,rely on,be your shoulders.:) XOXO you,piggy.:)

2011-06-12T23:15:00.003+08:00

i am bored.:/ hmm.lets talk about what i did today,of course,imissedpiggyalot.): woke up early,played abit,but study a while(maybe really a while,crap.) then after that played with piggy,then she went off study.and i didnt study at all.oh noes.then after that packed up for my camp.:/ sigh.now need go off,and cant talk with piggy.sigh.cant wait to see piggyy again on tuesday!<3
hmmm..ever since that incident on friday,it kept replaying on my mind like a casette tape.:/ i really wish everything could return to that incident again,freeze at that moment we kissed,and even if the world crumbles,we will be still kissing.oblivious to the surroundings,cause in our eyes,we only have each other.:/ my love for you will go strong,and even stronger.never be broken by any obstacles,and hopefully in the end,will bind together with your heart and form into one.<3

2011-06-11T23:58:00.002+08:00

hmm.nothing much to post about,slacked at home all the time,studied abit,then play alot.:/ not productive.:/ sigh.i miss piggy alot sia..D: what happened yesterday keep replaying in my mind,:/ somehow,i wanted it to happen again.:O hmmmm.:/
the kiss,has helped made a very important decision for me.that i will not waver,flirt anymore.also,i will not regret my decision,cause i know,it will last and i will make it happen,no matter how many times my heart will be broken.i will still patch it back,to love you once more.<3 even if our love meet a obstacle,we will go through it together,hands together,never let it go.i know you will go through many emotions,moodswings,etc.i just want you to know,i will always be there for you.loving you strong and always,sotong.<3

2011-06-10T22:16:00.006+08:00

hmmmmm.bored day in the morning.went to school early for imb tut.learnt alot from mr how sia.any-o-how~:D then after that then cbio lecture,sugati so fierce one..:o then after that maths lecture,emoing on floor.sigh.then after than maths tut,so many ppl..i wonder how randal feels now..bet he emo-ing after making that decision.hard for him....:O hmm.after that movie with piggy!!:D laddaland.so nice!:D hehe.
hmm..i will rmb this date.1oo611.always rmb it. :D hehehe.<3 <3 i will never ever break your heart.i will protect you with all i can.<3
actually,i was pretty shocked and happy when you agreed.at that particular moment,i wish everything could just stop,and we held there tgt,as long as possible.and also,a sense of resposibility flow through me,making me keep your heart,preventing it from breaking.and also,love flowed more through my heart.and your lips,taste so great.and awesome.it sort of sealed me with you.making me yours.:X and also,it makes me more determined to change.to be the best boyf you will have.<3 but,what i am afraid,is your church leaders.i scared cause of me,you cant be leaders or what..:/ also,i know it is hard,thats why i am more determined.to make us work.and i will try my very best,to make us not drift apart.love you always,sotong.:D

2011-06-09T23:25:00.003+08:00

hmmm.not a good day today.stupid dad so controlled for what.zzz.screw them la...like tightening them with screwdriver.:/ sigh...lousy life.:/ hmm...went to school for chem,chionged finished chem and maths.doing human bio now.dont get a thing about eye....sigh...how?:/ tml school starts at 9..sian.i want go out whole day..:/ and also,why insidious so fast so little movie timeslot alr??SIAN LA.:/
if i have a way to say i love you,i would use a lifetime to prove it.<3

2011-06-08T18:32:00.002+08:00

hmmm.bored day.lets talk about both days bah.:O
first dayyy.
tuesday,went to school for imb,human bio,chem,and swnp.slacked for teh whole time,managed to understand abit for human bio,chem stucked with the buffer thing.i rather read buffy the vampire slayer.hmm.swnp used maple.sian.cant watch movie with piggy cause of maple.sigh.D: but nvm.she got her 3k points alr!:D hehe.movie can friday watch~~ rebecca black.shit.bored.:O
wednesday,went starbucks,brought my human bio and cell bio notes,but didnt do at all.oh noes,not a good day afterall.D: hmm.tml can meet piggy~~ yay!:D
P.S:piggy,put your absolute faith for me.i wont change target,and treat our relationship lightly.i want you to be my last,so i will do whatever i can,to make it my last.love you loads.<3 teehee!

2011-06-06T23:28:00.002+08:00

hmmmm.boring day.went to school for quiz,then go library do imb,then slack and went home.;/ hmmmmmmmm.met piggy for awhile only!so sad!!D: hmmm.tml watch inscidious!!:DD 6.30 til 8.14!:DD at gv yishun!!!okay??:DDDD
Love never fail.Ours will pass through every obstacle,hands held together and never let go.<3

2011-06-05T23:26:00.003+08:00

Hmm.nothing much productive today.:/ studied awhile during afternoon.then dinner at 5.:/ hmm.tml no practical,go school for only msoft.so weird.:/ hmm.:O can't wait to see piggy tml!<3 hehe!:D
Hug me if you need a hug,
Squeeze my hand if you are feeling scared,
Call me when you need any help,
Kiss me when you become my girlfriend,
Love me when you really do.<3

2011-06-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

Hmm.boring day.went out at 10,came back at 1,then go eat dinner at 6plus.bored.I miss school.;/ hmmm.:o I miss you too piggy.;/ hmmmmmmmm.sigh.finally finished all reports.now left printing.:/ hmm.:O
I will change a one sided to double sided love.<3

2011-06-04T01:50:00.002+08:00

Hmm.quite okay day today.went to school for cell bio.managed to understand most of it.(; hehe.hmm.after that break,helped piggy lvl one level and 50% :D hehe!:D hmmm.then go for maths,and imb!:D hehe.sian.next wed got appointment see doc.:/ sigh.hmmmm.Tml go msia.:/ sigh.can't SMS piggy.miss her so much!:/
P.S:piggy don't sad okay?I believe you can find your box soon!madly falling in <3 for you.:X

2011-06-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hmm.boring day today.went to school for tut for imb,was affected by mr how words.hmm.it is time I should work hard.:/ start with the end in mind./: I want graduate with gold award!!:DD hmm..then got Chem lec and tut.slacked in koufu for a while then go home.:/ friday tml~~ its Friday Friday~:/ hmmm.I am bored.MEOW.<3 heehehe.I hope you will have a great day too tml piggy!:D
XOXO PIGGYYYYY.:DD

2011-06-01T23:44:00.003+08:00

HMm.bored day today.went to school for PFL,no more lessons lor!!:DDD hehe.after that go for cell bio today!(: hehe.dk why,today feel so good after saying out my stupid nickname last time.and it is a good day afterall!(: hehe.:DD hmm.then after that go library slack.hmm.finished Chem,and writing of cell bio!!(: hehe.and finally can go for SCL CAMP.I VERY SCARED I SLEEPTALK.OMG.HOW.:/
Hmmmmm.I very bored.;/ XOXO iPIGGYYx3

2011-05-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

hmm.bored.lets talked about what happened today.went to school for maths,then 2 hour cell bio.stomach hungry like hell.then go eat taiwan sausage during break.so nice!(Y) hehe.tml is mapling in library time~~ :DDD hmm.cant wait!:DDD
hmm.i want to change myself into a better person,for you.<3

2011-05-30T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm.not a good day today.;/ hmm.started of with piggy moodswings./: sucky weather too.and smelly armpits.;/ hmm.and at orchard,train slow.;/ after that went school and after gsm go for human bio prac.ended in an hour.:/ and then go koufu play.:/ finally change hair,eyes,and everything except gloves and shield.:/ hehe.iso cute now!(: hahaha!!:DDD thanks piggy!<3 hehe.:DD
When there is a love between us,i will be able to have the strength to take every burden you have.and take the brunt of your pain when I am able to do so.<3

2011-05-29T22:36:00.003+08:00

Hmm.have an awesome day today!though the starting was not so good.;/ hehe.went to suntec with piggy.(; then shared acash with piggy.and went played the tryouts,then got the goodie bag.(: hehe.after that went astons,the food very nice!(: hahaha!!!:DDD thanks piggy for intro me so nice food!(: hehe.then after that went back play,then go candy empire buy things.sorry piggy for being so bad!:( hmm.:/ then after that go back for a while,and went home.(: heeee.:DD
I miss you alot piggy!:/ hehe.I want my dream to happen!will work towards it!(: <3

2011-05-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

hmm..bored day today.had cell bio today,damn sleepy during the lecture.sian.didnt catch much.hmm.need study more for animal and plants cells liao.sigh.hmm.after that got 4 hours break.hmm.eat mac and went up to library.in the end didnt study,cause help piggy level.hmm.3 level sia.i so proud.:D hehe.and hunted 2 red whips.:DDD hehehehe.going out with piggy on sunday!cant wait!:XX hehehehe.XOXO.
hmmm.how i wish i can sleep up late.:D
P.S:i cant just stop being jealous.seeing people so pro,compared to mine.D:

2011-05-27T01:17:00.002+08:00

hmm..bored.sigh.still playing maple.hmm.i need do my maths tml.oh noes.hmm.boring day today.had chem tutorial plus lecture.hmm...talked about electronic configuration,etc.hmmm.i want sleep.:/ bored.tml is friday.finally.
i am jealous that so fast got ppl want you be their maple gf liao.:/ cfm hopeless.i so noob while they so pro.D: hmm.how to win?:/ hmmmmmmmm.maybe i had to do until last resort...:/ hmmm...

2011-05-26T03:30:00.003+08:00

hmm.currently still playing mapling with piglet.:/ how to be friendly when idk what to talk.:/ hmm..sorry ah piggy.:/ hmm...tml is chem day.bored.how i wish tml no school.:/ managed to clear my cell bio(except copying back the answer) and chem.:/ hmm..idk what to say...sigh.today is so not a fruitful day for me.sigh.D:
and also,my old habit is back.crap.

2011-05-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

hmmm.have a fun day today.:D hehe.went to school at morning,had lectures and practical.hmmm.nothing much actually.hehe.after that went home.hmmmm.idk what to say leh.sighhhhhhh.what a boring life.:/
hmm.piglet,i miss you loads.:/

2011-05-23T20:27:00.002+08:00

Sigh.bad day.damn you la parents.you think what.cca ends in 5 mins??wah lan.zzzz.sigh.don't care.
Hmm.don't care./: hmm.went to school,ate at koufu then slacked.hmmm.sigh.hmm.I wonder the time I can play a week.althoughter cfm less than 24 hours.:/ stupid school.how I wish nyp is like sp,can get to know our classmates earlier,then cfm can play maple for a long time Liao.:/ hmm..I will chiong overnight on wed or thus,okay piglet?:DD hehe.xoxo.I feel so bad to show you my vulgar side.:/ hmm.i try change okay?:) love you loads,XOXO.

2011-05-22T23:38:00.001+08:00

hmm.boring day today.:/ sigh.did nothing much,mapled all day,then at night go eat mac.:/ hmm...hope tml will be a better day!:DD hehe.with piglet around,it will be a better day!(though i miss her alot now.:/ damn alot.D:)hmm..
Live,Love,Life,You.

2011-05-21T23:29:00.003+08:00

sigh.boring day today.cant play maple for long with piglet.:/ sigh.and stupid parents,for what get stricter when i in poly?and you hardly care about sis if she in uni..just because she will "auto" study and i dont??wah lan.what is this sia.zz.i dont want grow up liao.sigh.either that,or i want to quickly finish uni,and go to work.it is too tiring.no freedom.though compared to less fortunate,i am considered fortunate.IF YOU ONLY KNOW HOW TO COMPARE,FOR WHAT COMPARE WITH ME.ZZ.
your existence make understand what love songs are for.<3

2011-05-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

hmm.bored day.went study and do swnp with my group.hmm...so bored.then after that,went swensens with my ex classmates.hmm...:/ chatted alot.:/ hmm....
If i know the last hour of my life,i will tell you i love you,hug you tightly,and seal everything with a kiss.<3

2011-05-19T22:32:00.003+08:00

have a great day today.:D hehe.went to raffles early in the morning,hoping piglet can awake,but in the end didnt,and went to bishan study.then after that go nex.hehe.walked around,and went to buy starbucks.queued damn long.:/ then after that walkwalk,and talked alot.hmm.hope everything will change.:/
hmm.i dont ask for alot,all i ask for,is for your love.<3

2011-05-18T21:33:00.002+08:00

hmmm.doing elearning nowwwww.dk what to put for swnp elearning title.howwww.:/ hmm.had fun today!hehehe.took pictures with piglet!:D like FINALLY!:DDD <3 hehe.:D hmm.learnt about NS,etc.hmmm.when we go back singapore,played awhile monopoly deal with jillynn and the three muskeeteers.then after that go pei piglet to orchard and go homeeee.:/ hmm..that should be all.:D
If i have a chance to say how much i love you,I would use a lifetime to prove it.<3

2011-05-17T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hmm...bored.nothing much to talk about today./: hmm..tml will be a fun day,I hope.:D heehehe.and hopefully can take pictures tgt with piglet!<3 hehe.hmm...
Piglet,I really miss you alot.can't wait to see you tml!<3

2011-05-16T22:43:00.003+08:00

Hehe.have alot of fun today!!!!:DD went to school During afternoon to find kq and Ridhwan,discussed abit of swnp prop,then go library wait for them,use abit of comp,and finally managed to pair my iPhone with my lappy!can internet tether to my iPhone le!yay!!:DD hehe.after that go out with piglet,(: hehe.go share fried rice with her in food republic then go watch movie,PRIEST!hehe.you can hold my hand anytime and squeeze it anytime you are scared okay?(: <3 xoxo you.:DD hee.don't try run away from me when I hug you!!or else I hug harder then you know!:X hehe.:DD are you shocked when I did something on you anyway?:o hehe.
If I have a choice to choose among all the girls in the world,I will still choose you,cause you are the most beautiful in the world.<3
And also,abolish the fear in you,I will never falter,and think of anyone else,except,me and you.(:

2011-05-15T22:40:00.003+08:00

Hmm.was a great day today.played maple with piglet from night till morning.(: hehe.and at night.hehe.so fun!!:DD hehe.hmm.I just realized my post is getting shorter and shorter./: but oh well./: hmm.
I will prove you wrong.of all the guys that you have met,i will be the one for you.xoxo piglet.<3 hehe.

2011-05-15T00:56:00.002+08:00

hmmm.i am currently now in my parents room,so dark,only my laptop lights are on.oh well.:/ hmm.bored day today.nothing much to do today.:/
hmm.i miss this silly piglet alot though we only meet on friday.:/ hmm.how siaaaa.:/ hmm....<3.
somebody taught me how to love,and that somebody,is you.<3

2011-05-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

hmm.finally can blog le!so weird.what is with blogger this days.:/ hmm...have alot of fun today!hehehe.especially in movieee!so happpyyy!:D haha.i must not rush things uh!!:/ hmm...reasons for not having so early relationship?hmm..to allow my love to mature and not be a puppy love?hmm.and also,to get to know you better,in case we got any misunderstandings,then we can solve it together.:) hmm.and also,not rushing things will nto let our relationship last.:/ and the time will let us love us more than ever,before commiting into a serious relationship that can last for a long long time.the time can also be used to control this devil in me,to flee from temptation,and prevent myself from hurting you.(: that shld be all bah.<3 you loads,piglet.:D

2011-05-12T18:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm..bored.nothing to do today.hmm..went for chem lecture then go for koufu,then go to chem tutorial.hmm...sigh.boreeddddd.:/
hopefully,tml will be an awesome day,with no one bothering us.:) hehe.i will make sure i tml will hold your hands till shuang.:D hehehe.hmmmmmm.
The art of love is largely the art of persistence,how true.without persistence,it wont last long.i will make ours,last as long,as i could make it last.<3

2011-05-11T18:49:00.003+08:00

Hmm.bored.just came home from school library.with piglet and classmates.sadly,only Jillynn and the three musketterr played UNO.:/ the rest and me were studying,doing homework./: hmm...have a really awesome day!apologized and managed to skip the presentation!(: hehe.hmm.what can I do now?:O
Stupid temptations.I must learn to control the devil in me.I can't hurt her feelings by my devilish behavior.only holding hands for the time being yeah?
Piglet,I promise you that I won't go so far,to hurt your feelings and rush everything.cause I know,it will turn worse.help me fight the devil in mr yeah?and thanks alot for your "courage" to apologize to Wendi.thanks.love you always.<3

2011-05-10T19:57:00.001+08:00

I will be strong.your words,meant alot to me.<3 you alotalot.(:

2011-05-10T19:07:00.002+08:00

Now I doubt if I really can be the guy that is not a weakling like now.sigh.

2011-05-10T18:27:00.001+08:00

I need to be strong,I got to be strong,I must be strong.to protect her.

2011-05-09T22:23:00.002+08:00

What good's a memory, without you there with me?
The morning sun ain't the same without you here.
What's good a photography, if you're not in the other half?
Why even dream, if I'm not dreaming of you?
You made me a better man, and I promise I will do. ♥
...
Don't ever ask me if I'm sorry or that I'm here with you
Baby you can bet I don't regret the girls I never knew
Every day's another first, Another chance for me to fall in love with you. ♥

A guy out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it. He'll call to say goodnight or just cause he is thinking of you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you, you're the most beautiful girl in the world, and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it. ♥

Although you may not love me, although you may not care. If you shall ever need me, you know that I'll be there. Your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me. I'll never stop loving you, I know because I tried. All the oceans in the world, can't hold the tears I've cried. ♥

All I want is to love you more than you love me, miss you more than you miss me much, cuddle you to sleep lying on my arms, making you feel safe.
Lying on the open field grass patch at night counting the stars with you.
Cover your ears whenever lightning flashes as I know your afraid of thunder. ♥

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. ♥
how true.

2011-05-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

hmmm...nothing much to post about today...:/ morning early go school go eat kfc./: super long didnt eat liao.:/ YOUR HAND DAMN NICE TO HOLD OKAY??SO COLD ONE.I LIKE.:D hehehe.then went for msoft.just use comp all the way.sian.....lets end this.
seriously,all the people in 4s1'2011,all changed like some petty people.
AND WHY EVERYTHING GO SO WRONG AT NIGHT?:/ hmmm...forget it.
I have just dropped a tear in an ocean,By the time you find that drop of tear is the time that i will stop missing you.<3

2011-05-08T16:20:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm.SIAN.UBER HOT WEATHER TODAY.ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.CANT THE SKY JUST RAIN FOR ONCE?D: cant wait for school tml!so can see you again!:DDDD yay!(Y) hmm...PFL presentation how sia..:/ hmm....
I will make your waiting for me worth it.<3

2011-05-07T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hmm...let's start posting!(: hehe.monopoly deal~~~so fun!:/ sigh.I wan go school!!!!!:/ home is too boring.and tml is mothers day.:/ hmm,...what to post leh?idk..:/ forget it./:
Hmm.I will persevere.for you.i will try my very very best,to make us happen.(: I miss you too.I can't wait for the nex movie,where we held hands,and many more.(: <3 hehe.
If I were to know what is love,it will be you,piglet.<3

2011-05-06T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hmm..not a very great day today.scalded my hand cause of some irritating guy.didn't even help,in the end a girl help me...hmm..then kena tripped by randal and slipper kena kicked by Julyn.hmm....but it is okay.:/ hehe.lucky kaihui didn't see what happened in library./: finally learnt how to play monopoly deal!yay!:D hmm..her hand damn smooth okay?!?!:X hehe.
Holding the close relationship for half a year is hard,but I will work my guts out.(: cause you are worth it for everything.<3
when then you can reply my msg???I am dead worried!:(

2011-05-05T22:10:00.002+08:00

hmmm.i shall blog when i can use on my lappy then!:D hehehe.have a great time today!especially at dinner!YOU KNOW WHY.:) hehehehe.hmmm.i wonder when will he know most of the class have outcasted him and his best friend?hmm...:/ i am so sensitive again.hmm.good anot?:/
If only time can fast forward till the last day of this year.hmm...but it is okay,it can test my perservance for you.(: hehehehehe.<3

2011-05-04T23:56:00.004+08:00

Hmm...what a boring day...PFL in the morning,stupid project..zz.then go break Liao./: hmm....then girls go eat,guys go pool,in the end everyone play.no monopoly deal.): and wahjong.:/ hmm.forget it.
My love language is Quality Time,how true.hmm..
Half a year more....Lets do it.:D <3

2011-05-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

hmmm..siansiansiansiansian.no school tml...sigh.cant see her liao.HOR?sigh.epic sad life.:/ hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.WHAT TO TALK IN MY BLOG?IDK LEH.:C
somehow,i feel like running away from my house,away from everyone,and live a island,just only the both of us,(with enough supplies to last for the whole lifetime).oh well.
am i glad i have graduated from opss,away from people that i dont need to see,and meet awesome ppl.or have they not show their negative side?:/

2011-05-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

HMM.what shall i post now?hmmm.hmm...
(one hour later)
hmm.post what leh?hmm...sian.monday no school.for the first time,i am loooking forward to school(like omg).hmmmmmm.biology,please let me know you more.i want my gpa of 4 points by the end of year 3.tyvm.hmmm.cant wait for school!(but sucks for practical)...hmmmm...
If only time can stop at the point of time when we held hands.<3

2011-04-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hmmm.I lazy update leh...but still,I will still update for one avid reader who is waiting for update everyday.<3 you!:D hahhaa!today was damn boring until the last part uh.movieeeee was awesome!yay.:/ hmmmmm.come to think of it,I really love planning far far ahead sia..cfm kena pyscho by parents..sian.hmmm.
Time,will prove everything.

2011-04-28T19:04:00.003+08:00

Sigh.so bored.today was just bored.p&i chem for4 hours.uber bored-ing.sigh.hmm.what should I talk about eh?hmm.
You this silly Girl,I know your heart is fragile,I won't just take it and play with it.I will make your heart stronger,but keep you away from hurts.I know I am a freaking bad guy in the past,it wont happen again.for better or for worse,I will be there for you.unless we aren't meant to be.I am not those perfect guys with perfect attitude,handsome face,and rich background.I can only provide simple happiness and a love that last till our fate ends.

2011-04-27T06:21:00.002+08:00

Waking up early in the morning to blog,how weird.:/ hmmm.somehow I feel inferior of seeing those long posts she made.:/ hmmmmmm.
Sigh.why can't take go overseas every weekend?:( sian...hmmmmm.I dont know what to talk about.sigh.
It is only the second week I am already so tired.how shag.
P.S:I will,and I must do so.<3 you.(:
Don't leave the dance floor without holding onto my hands.

2011-04-24T23:03:00.001+08:00

It has been days since I last blogggged.sighs.so bored.hmm.sian.school seriously is boring,but with you,I am looking forward for it everyday.(: wahahahaha.so fun during the movie.hope can do so more during our next movie trip.(: hahaha.can't wait for tml to see you again.:/

2011-04-22T06:26:00.001+08:00

Hmm...I felt so worthless not being able to save you from the pain you are having now..how?:(

2011-04-20T20:24:00.003+08:00

FUCK.WHY AM I SO SENSITIVE AGAIN.zzz.why do I have such thoughts again.cannot be then cannot be la.why my body will feel this way.I want to fly to space and emo forever.zzzzz.screw myself.I want to emo for the whole day tml Liao.

2011-04-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

now,i dont know whether am i a burden or what.cause of me,crapcrapcrap.i hate this.damn you all.i shouldnt have suggested us to wear it.oh great.how?lets,just,emo.

2011-04-20T08:20:00.002+08:00

Hmm,:/ I am really dk why life should be so unfair,why handsome guys is normally with beautiful girls,and beautiful girls is always with handsome guys(except my 2nd bro,he special case uh).does looks matters that much in your life?I wonder...I looked for the heart,and I found one and I will go for it.handsome guys,please don't come and break her heart cause she belongs to mine for a long period of time.HAHAHAHA!:/ You dare steal her away from me I will whack ni ah!(eh,why I following MJ/QQ.so weird)
let's end by this:
Te Amo.heh.

2011-04-18T07:33:00.004+08:00

After reading your post,it really ache.deep down inside.and it make a promise to myself,never to break your heart,even by extreme means.if one year later I were to succeed,I will make sure you will never find a better shoulder,listening ear,and teacher that you have ever found in your life.
I got to succeed,I have to succeed,I must succeed.cause,I want to give the best to you.
Why am I tearing too?in this kind of weather??oh well...crap.

2011-04-17T21:14:00.001+08:00

i am such a weakling.i have to be strong,be the strong person that you can lean on.

2011-04-17T19:07:00.002+08:00

Thinking about my past in the shower,i cried cause i do not want myself to hurt you.oh well.

2011-04-17T19:03:00.002+08:00

thats why,if i were to succeed,i will have you,and the good guy that i want you to see and be with for the rest of your life.

2011-04-17T18:39:00.007+08:00

A year to change myself,change the two-face guy that i used to be,which is five things,crushing other girls easily,a freaking flirt at girls(i seriously hate myself for this,fuck),attitude problems,a despo and a jealous-manic.a year for me to love you wholeheartedly,i have fallen for my first step in crushing,i hope the crush will continue,and carry on loving.i hope we can be this close for a lifetime,so that i can take care of you,and protect you from harm. you are the first girl that i want to care so much,so let me care for you with my life. and you will be my last love. you are the first girl that i dont want to break the heart. P.S:i love you.i will never have the guts to tell you this.crap.

2011-04-17T01:36:00.002+08:00

Love is patient,It waits,It takes time.i will be patient and work for it.one day,you will know my true feelings. JANICEHOHUIYING IS VERY SMART CAUSE SHE CAN GO MB LEH.I SO JEALOUS.ZzZz

2011-04-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

Ich Liebe Dich.

2011-04-16T05:56:00.000+08:00

I want to be the guy who accept you wholeheartedly despite your shortcomings.

2011-04-16T03:14:00.006+08:00

its been time since i blogged,i lazy to care anyway,sigh.months since i last post,many things happened,but i am still me.many people pass and go,many incidents happened and over with.all the negative things that happened to me,i dont seek to be forgiven.for all the positive things that happened,i am glad it happened. sometimes,letting it go early,than holding it will end up much better. now,i will do anything for your smile. Pictures are fragments of your life. JANICEHOHUIYING THINKS SHE IS NOT GOOD LOOKING WHEN SHE ARE.WAH LAU EH!VERY SAD LEH.

2010-05-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

sigh.exams starting,not fully prepared.HOW?! fail liao lorh.sigghhh.

2010-03-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

i will wait,for you.

2010-03-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

it is been a long time since i update.guess time for update again yeah?
yesterday had a rocking time with my church friends.practically cool.hahah.but sadly,the rain delay the event.D: we prayed and it miraclously rained for a while!:D know a few more friends there.lalalalalala.i am bored.bored.bored.fed up of the quarrels,disputes,conflicts happening.cant it just stop and let me have a rest?somebody tell me.

i only know how to love,when i met you.the insatiable love.

2010-02-23T19:35:00.002+08:00

back to updating?):
things was better.yay!alot more better!but studies....still sucks.need buck up.or else cant go jc liao.sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.i am bored.
true,i loved you.but i just cant express it out,by words.it is just,undescrible.ILY.